Long Distance Poem

It is nice
And pleasure
For me
To hear the news.

The news that certainly make my heart break
At the early morning
The news that said
"I'm getting engaged".

What the...
I blurred for a while
I closed my eyes and hold my heart
To absorb the pain
That I had before and nowadays.

I ran out off mood
Not in bad mood, but...
It is hard to say
I cannot explained it.

Ann, you're the special one
It is a gift that I had know you
Replying some messages with you
Although it was for a while
Or maybe a life chances.

Ann, who is the lucky guy that had win your heart?
He must be so and certainly the luckiest guy in the world
I know, I can't compete
And I can't win anybody heart
Especially you...

You know Ann
If I could be with you for a while or once
I will take you down to my favourite spots
I screamed my acoustic in front of you
We could happily sing a song together
And I gonna tell you that I always love, care, like and besides you
And say you were always on my prayer.

Ann,
Time is running out
I had realised it for a long time
Doesn't matter whose go first
But, surely
You will be in heaven.

Why is always you and heaven?
Because your face and external personality that I know
Is about just fit with an angel that in heaven
I'm not mumbling
It it my view of you.

There's ocean in between us, Ann
You're perfect, I'm not
You're white, I'm black
You're full, I'm half
You're beauty, I'm ugly
You're great, I'm loser
I wish I could be your lover or husband.

To Ann and her fiancee,
HAPPY ENGAGEMENT


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

TEARS FOR ANN

What I have think about you became reality,
You now belong to other person
A person that you loved and cared
I knew that.


My heart feel so crushed at a moment,
And my heart also said that I should never do nothing about it.
Since 2004, my tears of hope were just futile,
You always be in my prayer,
Always be.


This is the second tribute poem that's especially for you,
And I compare you with the most wanted place in mankind,
The place is heaven.
You are perfect in heaven, Ann.


Maybe we'll see each other at there,
But, I'm sure that you'll ignore me,
'Cause I'm wicked,
And I alacrity let my tears down again,
To see you happy in heaven.


I know, I'll be in hell,
I was such an evil person,
I didn't want to disturb,
Your happiness in heaven.


May you happy with him, Ann.
I'll always right behind you,
Always...

FEEL ON ANNE

Kod Intro:-
C Am F G

Verse:-
E Bm(4x)

Chorus:-
Gm F#m Dm Em(2x)

1. Can I take you down tonight?
Cause I always thinking,
About my feelings,
Towards you...

2. Am I qualified?
To be with you, lady
But, I'm truthly
And sincerely loving you...

3. Would you accept it?
Would you take it?
Would you make it?
Cause I know, I'm not...

Chorus:-

Oh, Anne
Can I love you?
Cause I'm can't hold it longer...
Oh, Anne
Should we be together?
For once...


4. How do you feel it?
You must be not like it
Cause I know
I was just abnormal...

5. How nice is it?
Together with you
The pretty-innocent, lady
Ann... Ho...


Lead(kod intro)

Repeat chorus 2x...


*No. 1, 2, 4 is play with kod intro...
*No. 3 play verse...
*No. 5 play chorus...

ANN IN HEAVEN

Would you meet me?
Would you talk with me?
Would you walk with me?
If I saw you in heaven.


You will be happy,
You are fulfill with joy,
It's nothing I can do,
I just spectating you from behind.


I know I don't belong here,
I must walked out,
And let my tears down,
To see you stay in heaven.


Would you accept me?
Would you love me?
Would you stay by my side?
'Cause I know I don't deserve it.


My tears fall down,
When I watch you feel the happiness,
My heart parish,
'Cause I am not good as you.


Would you help me stand?
'Cause I feel down so crush.
And I know,
You will ignore it.


I am just dull and unperfect,
I do not deserve you,
No one never ever understand me,
And everyone seems hates me.


I walked out,
With my hands on the pocket,
And my head look down,
My tears down again.


When I walked out from there,
I looked back at you,
You still enjoy the moment,
And never look at me again.


I must be strong,
To face what is in front of me,
I just can keep,
My sadness now.


I cried for you,
I prayed for you,
I thinking about you,
I only hoped that I can be together with you,
For just a while or once.


And I know you will push it,
I know you will mocking me,
And I dedicated this for you,
You will be good in heaven,
Ann...


--------ToKaN Al-MaNSuR------

KAKIKU

Kakiku,
Mempunyai tapak yang agak besar dan lebar,
Panjang dan berbulu.
Masa ini, kuku kakiku belum dipotong,
Dan seluar jeans biru serta selipar menghiasai kakiku.


Kakiku,
Telah membawaku ke sana sini,
Kecekalan dan ketabahan diri mendorong kaki ini melangkah,
Menuju kebaikan dan meninggalkan larangan,
Perubahan juga didorong oleh kakiku ini.


Kakiku,
Punyai parut yang merata,
Dek kesalahan yang dilakukan,
Di tumit, buku lali, lutut,
Segalanya terukir parutan.


Kakiku,
Akan menuju ke jalan yang lebih baik,
Lebih jauh dan lebih mencabar,
Aku bergantung kepada anggota ini,
Selagi yang termampu,
Aku tetap bergerak bersamanya.


Kakiku,
Telah memberikan aku begitu banyak pengalaman dan kenangan,
Aku berubah bersama kaki ini,
Banyak perkara kaki ini telah lakukan,
Baik, jahat, mahupun kedua-duanya sekali.


Kakiku,
Tetap bersamaku sehingga ke akhirnya,
Namun, bagi yang tiadanya, aku bersimpati,
Ini adalah ujian ALLAH,
Supaya kita akur dengan segala yang telah dirancang oleh-Nya.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------