Sunday, March 27, 2011

HOPE


Dear my lovely mother earth,
I know I'm the foolish,
And the bad child for century,
Please, forgive me mother earth,
For killing your gold fish,
With our steel factory.

Dear my lovely mother earth,
Forgive me for lying,
Lying that I will change,
Changing for my new birth,
Still, I'm doing the same thing,
Throwing waste within range.



--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Alone

Alone I sit,
Alone I think,
Alone I experience,
Alone I cry,
Alone I reach for the knife,
Alone I cut,
Alone I watch the blood,
Alone I feel the pain.

Alone I sit,
Alone I think about cutting deeper,
Alone I experience my sadness,
Alone I cry my eyes out,
Alone I reach for the knife,
Alone I cut my wrists just a tiny bit deeper,
Alone I feel the pain.

Alone I sit,
Alone I think about slicing pictures,
Alone I experience my emptiness,
Alone I cry for all I’ve lost,
Alone I reach for the knife,
Alone I cut nice drawings for all of those who want to watch,
Alone I feel the pain.

Alone I sit,
Alone I think about finishing it all,
Alone I experience a new kind of numb feeling take over me,
Alone I cry for all that’s been and never will be again,
Alone I reach for the knife,
Alone I cut through the vein,
Alone I no longer feel the pain.

Remember

Do you remember?
The times we had together back then
The times where sharing is the theme of our point
You and I thinking about each other everytime
In time goes by, it's all disappear.

Do you remember?
The words that you told me and told me again
I always hold on that words
By the time when I wanted to convey
You simply pretending not to know what am I trying to say.

Do you remember?
You has said that I'm not the one
But, why is it must be me?
All the other guys on your life can, why not me?
Why it must be on me?

Do you remember?
The words you told to me
The words that had make my life gone nowhere
Makes me stuck in home, finding peace and conclusion
But, still it doesn't work.

And now,
Although we neutral again
But, still.
We muted again, remember?



--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Saturday, March 19, 2011

IT'S CHANGED

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I mean, I can never explain
Why I hear when you don't say a thing?

The smile on your face makes me know that you ease without me
There's a true in your eyes, saying you'll never knew me
The touch of you hand says you'll leave me immediately
You say it best, when you nothing at all.