Tuesday, March 30, 2010

...

Never looked at you second time,
Makes me hard to face tomorrow,
Always loving you,
But never touching you,
If you do, then forgive me,
I'm sorry if I hurt you,
You were always on my mind,
Cause I know, I don't belong,
Would you hold my hand?
Would you help me stand?
Makes me so hard not to cry,
Although it just for a few days,
Even you cannot hear my voice,
I'll be right beside you dear,
To think I might not see those eyes,
For I'll be wishing, that you love me too,
You're the prettiest, the loveliest girl I've ever seen,
I can barely look at you,
I cry so hard from pleading,
And bury me in all my favourite colours,
I will not kiss you,
Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you,
Cause I'm awful just to see,
Turn away,
I'd ask you to be true,
I'm crazy for crying,
Crazy for trying,
And I crazy for loving you,
Don't waste your time on me, you already a voice inside my head,
You could be my someone,
Know that I protect you from all the obsence,
I'm lost without you,
But not as bright, as your eyes tonight,
I cried a tear for nobody but you,
If you should say goodbye, I'd still go on loving you,
And you come to me on the holy month,
Keep me warm in your words,
Then you slowly leave,
You're the light in my deepest, darkest hour,
You're my saviour when I fall,
And you may not think, I care for you,
How am I to judge you?
And I have to close my eyes and hide,
I want to hold you 'till I die,
I just another stranger,
I keep apart of you with me,
I'll remember all the strength you gave to me,
Where were you?
You found me,
Each night I asked the stars up above,
I should try to forget, but there is something left in my head,
Every little things you said,
I won't forget the way you stare at me,
That's why you go, away I know,
Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere,
Thinking of you, 'till it hurts,
I wish I could carry your smile in my heart.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Seventh Ann...

Ann,
Why can't I forget about you?
Every time you comment me, I remembered the past
You saving me when I felt down so crush
You makes me happy during the holy month
And that time, I was feel so bless
But now, it is nothing, Ann.
Nothing.


Ann,
You drive me crazy
But, I can control it
Everything important things has connection with you, Ann
It's anything about you
This is all for you.


Ann,
I has let my tears down for you
I almost lost my path
After all that time, you came back
I don't know what to say, Ann
Every single words that you write to me
It gave me hope
But, I'm nothing to you, right?


Ann,
You're like an angel
And I hoping for an impossible thing
I know you're having a great times with him
I don't have any encouragement since I know your status
Luckily, I still get in my prayer and faith
It's makes me believe in fate.


Ann,
Thanks for the time you spent with me
I'm just nothing to anybody
When I'm think about you
It's makes me so hard not to cry
I just a stranger
That had been medium for zero conversation


Ann,
I hope you still get on your prayers
I hope you still smart
You're smarter than me
I'm just dumb and dumber
And no matter happens
I still right behind you


Ann,
I just can watch you from behind
I can't close to you
You're someone's
Please don't be sad
Just let me sad
Please don't let your tears down
You can hold by my shoulders
If it can be...


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