Sunday, December 18, 2011

...

Inginku sarung cincin itu
Ke jarimu
Sebagai tanda
Kesungguhanku terhadap kamu.

Janganlah kau menolak ku lagi
Perit aku laluinya dulu
Aku mahukan teman
Dan temaniku sampai ke akhir.

Jaminan syurga menantimu
Aku dibelakangmu
Sentiasa
Dekat denganmu.

Masih kelu lidah ini
Untuk berkata
Dan meluahkan
Segala isi hati.



--------ToKaN-AL-MaNSuR--------

Saturday, December 17, 2011

Cintaku, Almora

Bayanganmu kini
Makin pudar
Dari pandangan perspektif ini
Semakin sukar.

Tidak banyak jejak
Yang dapatku kejar
Kerana kau seakan dapat mengelak
Dan aku mati terdampar.

Cintaku, Almora
Sama sekali tidak pernah padam
Walau dihentam ombak dan gelora
Aku hanya berdiam.

Hanyut kembali kini
Akibat lara yang membara
Kian parah dari hari ke hari
Almora.

Ku ingin tatap potretmu
Hingga hembusan yang terakhir
Moga kita bertemu
Di akhir.

Senyumanmu itu
Membuat hati bertambah sayu
Tatkala angin pagi bertiup
Aku jadi layu.

Aku cuba lari
Namun bayangmu menghantuiku
Dari hari ke hari
Membuat aku merinduimu.

Cintaku, Almora
Masih kekal dan pasti kekal
Walau cubaan melanda
Aku hadapinya dengan cekal.

Ku harap dapat jejak
Ke tapak itu
Mengenang sejenak
Dirimu di situ.

Semakin aku cuba, Almora
Semakin jauh kau lari
Cinta ini semakin lama
Semakin tidak terperi.

Cintaku, Almora
Kau di syurga
Alangkah mulianya
Jika kita bersama.

Cintaku, Almora
Mengenangkan kamu
Cukup bermakna
Buat diriku.



--------ToKaN-AL-MaNSuR--------

Friday, December 2, 2011

Almora, Merbok & Kuala Lumpur

Indah nan mekar nama itu
Almora, Merbok, dan Kuala Lumpur
Mencipta satu hamparan pandangan
Terhadap insan ini.

Titian jalan menuju ke utara
Menginjak pandangan mata ke luar
Indahnya bendang tika itu
Menghembus bayu yang mengasyikkan.

Ku rasakan tiada cebisanmu
Di timuran ini
Namun ke mana aku menuju
Kau selau dan tetap berada di hatiku.

Kepulanganmu dinanti
Di Hentian Pudu
Atau Bandar Tasik Selatan
Tempat indah, menusuk pandangan.

Tingginya harapan dan penantian ini
Tingginya kata itu
Tingginya bersamaan Menara Kuala Lumpur
Seindah Menara Berkembar Petronas.

Indahnya suria itu
Di tingkat empat
Kau berdiri
Menyara diri.

Pernah kau tinggal jejak
Dan ia hilang
Secara senyap
Sukar untukku mencarinya.

Mampukah aku?
Pernahku cuba
Namun aku tidak sanggup
Dan kuat.

Murni dan damainya
Ibu kota Malaysia
Di kala malam bulan mengambang
Beri cahaya gemerlapan.

Bersinar terang
Bola bulat itu
Namunku tahu
Terang lagi kau padaku.

Hendakku beri keterangan
Namun, ianya dimalapkan
Oleh halangan yang mendatang
Membataskan tindakan.

Kini kau terbang
Dan kembali ke sini
Di kota ini
Dan menghilang.

Tiada apa yang aku boleh berikan
Selain kasih yang ikhlas
Kasihku tidak suci
Kerana kesucianku senang dicemari.

Senyumanmu
Cukup berseri
Dan pabila cinta bersemi
Kau tidak bersedih lagi.

Sejauh Merbok kau pergi
Dekat lagi kau di hati
Selama mana kau sembunyi
Tetap kau akan ku ingati.

Pemergianku
Tidak ditangisi
Keberengkatanmu
Aku ratapi.

Cantiknya permandangan dari puncak ini
Di tengah bandaraya maju
Persis wajahmu
Tiada celanya.

Almora, ku kenal dulu
Yang sungguh berkuasa
Membuatku merintih, berharap
Padanya yang sungguh dicintai.

Almora, Merbok, dan Kuala Lumpur
Tiga perkara yang membuatku
Separuh nyawa menahan
Cinta ini.

Merbok, tempat rantauan
Menjadi batu asas
Cintamu kini
Yang mekar.

Kuala Lumpur, halamanmu
Tempat tumpuan insan
Mekar indah dan menawan
Di mata insan ini.

Pesananmu itu telah ku dapat
Dibaca dan dibalas semula
Dengan harapan ianya dibalas balik
Membuka lembaran perbualan.

Harapan setinggi gunung
Berderai menjadi debu
Berulang kali
Dialami.

Munri dan penuh berkat
Pagi Sabtu ini
Seperti wajahmu
Selamat ulangtahun, Almora.


--------ToKaN-AL-MaNSuR--------

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Is It You?

I guess I saw you
I don't know
Is it my imagination
Or is it an illusion?

But, you're slightly differ
That shades looks heavy
But, still suits with you
And always do.

That black hijab
And white shirt
Makes me remembered
About my dream.

But, in my dream
You're holding the prayer cloth
I don't know what is the meaning
Until now.

I guess it always have a meaning
That will be answer shortly
Lady, I hope
We still neutral.



--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Revise

Staring at your face
Was the best for me
Missing you here
From time to time.

I'd found your track again
You never get out of my brain
Although it is pain
You still flow in my vein.

You're the greatest
That ever happen to me
I'd try my best
To get the love.

Remembering you back
Full of smile and slack
Listening to Beck
Hoping we will be mate.

Wish I could meet you
Again at blue
And keep it deeply
Hopefully.

Do love me
As I love you
I've been loving you
Too long.



--------ToKaN-AL-MaNSuR---------

Blue Velvet

She wore blue velvet
Bluer than velvet was the night
Softer than satin was the light
From the stars.

She wore blue velvet
Bluer than velvet were her eyes
Warmer than may her tender sighs
Love was ours.

Ours love I held tightly
Feeling the rapture grow
Like a flame burning brightly
But when she left, gone was the glow of

Blue velvet
But in my heart it always be
Precious and warm, a memory
Through the years

And I still can see blue velvet
Through my tears

She wore blue velvet
But in my heart it always be
Precious and warm, a memory
Through the years

And I still can see blue velvet
Through my tears.



--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Di Hadapan Ombak

Langit gelap
Awannya hitam
Di pagi hari
Mencari erti.

Laut semakin sunyi
Isi alam diulik mimpi
Insan, haiwan
Dan juga flora.

Kedinginan malam mencengkam tubuh
Aku dihimpit kedinginannya
Aku digigit selsema
Memeritkan.

Di sini
Dada terasa lapang
Dan gembira
Yang teramat.

Hanya lampu alam
Menyinari kesepianku
Demi mencari
Kedamaian dinihari.


--------ToKan AL-MaNSuR--------

Monday, October 24, 2011

Fitrah Kuala Lumpur


Dalam kasar, ada lembutnya
Dalam lembut, ada sucinya
Dalam suci, ada cahayanya
Dalam cahaya, ada malapnya.

Dalam arus, ada tingkahnya
Dalam tingkah, ada murninya
Dalam murni, ada budinya
Dalam budi, ada bahasanya.

Walau belit, masih lurus
Walau lurus, masih gelap
Walau gelap, masih nampak
Walau nampak, masih kabur.

Walau luas, masih sempit
Walau sempit, masih terbuka
Walau terbuka, masih ditutup
Walau ditutup, masih terlihat.

Jika baik, maka baguslah
Jika cantik, maka moleklah
Jika terang, maka benderanglah
Jika cukup, maka sempurnalah.

Tidak sama sekali disangka
Kita masih ditemukan
Walau kian suntuk
Kuala Lumpur, dihatiku.



--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Love City

A beautiful night
In this area
Town which is wide
And busy.

Street lights, neon even pendafulor
Looks more great in this moment
At night
A city to love.

No matter what's the weather
It still and always look great
Because it is in my heart
Forever and ever.

At last
I know that you're there
Safely
With the folks.

The rain was heavily back there
But you still not completely wet
Because you wore the coat
I hope it always be.

Metropolitans at night
Oh, too adorable
In my eyes
Hoping to get my steps
On you someday.



--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Ku Panjatkan Doa

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim.
Alhamdulillah Hirabbil Alamin,
Wassalatiwassalam waala alihi wasohbihi ajmain
Ammaba'a.


Ku bersyukur kepada-Mu, Ya ALLAH
Kerana telah memberi segala nikmat-Mu yang tidak terperi ini
Ku bersyukur kerana cahaya hidayah-Mu masih menerangi
Diri ini yang hina, Ya ALLAH.

Segala pujian diberikan kepada-Mu serta junjungan-Ku, Muhammad S.A.W
Hamba-Mu ini sering melakukan khilaf
Kekhilafan diriku ini mencetuskan dosa, Ya ALLAH
Menjadikan hatiku hitam dan hina.

Aku menangis, Ya ALLAH
Tatkala mendengar sambil membaca ayat-ayat-Mu, Ya ALLAH
Surah Yassin dan juga Surah Al-Fajr
Menerangi kembali hatiku yang kehitaman ini, Ya ALLAH.

Ampunkanlah kami, Ya ALLAH
Aku ingin kembali kepada mustaqim
Istiqamah dalam amalan ibadat dan jariah
Agar dapat menyucikan hati ini, Ya ALLAH.

Rintihanku hanya kau yang mendengar, Ya ALLAH
Bantulah aku
Ku menadah tangan, berdoa memohon taufiq dan hidayah
Warhamhumma kama rabbayani soghirah.

Wabijamiil mukminin nawal mukminan,
Wal muslimin nawal muslimat,
Al ahya himmil ummwal amwat.

Rabbana zolamna, annfusanna,
Waillam taghfirlana,
Watarhamna, lanaku, nanna minal khoshirin.

Rabbana atina fitdunia hassanah,
Waqina azzabannar,
Wassalallah hu 'ala Saiyidina Muhammad,
Waala alihi wassohbihi wassalam.

Walhamdulillahirrabil alamin.


--------ToKaN-AL-MaNSuR--------

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Where Were You?

Anne,
Where were you?
My eyes doesn't seem right
Where were you?

Anne,
Where is your step?
It is now gone
Is this an illusion?
Where were you?

Anne,
I truly miss you
Deeply in my heart
Don't mention it
It is all true.

Anne,
Swiftly you fly away
Please, retreat
I'm begging you
Please come back.

Anne,
We lost the wishing of ours
Big obstacle lies in front of me
I am bleeding confront it.

Anne,
Image of perfection
Visualize in front of me
Making me floating away
In fantasy.

Anne,
May you safe and great back there
I'm totally drowned on you
A words from you
Is the best thing I ever had.

Anne,
My Eid light seems small
Without ties of yours
But, it still light up
Forever and ever.

Anne,
That black suits with you
You look so fine
Everything fits you
What a perfection.

Anne,
I know you're someone
You have a great relationship with him
How jealousy am I
Exceeding.

Anne,
Looks you have write down the dots
I hope you write down a letter
For continue the ship
Between us.

Anne,
Let's get real
I adore you
Always.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Flowers



Thanks to you
'Cause you have save me
You always there
When I would need you.

Now
After all the pain along
You came
What a bless.

The vision of you
Keep me better slowly
As we try to keep the ties
I hope it will get more stronger later.

You can see in my eyes
That I want you
To be with me
Together.

I fear of rejection
And can get along with it
But, don't push me
After all steps I climb towards you.

It is a gift
That you remember me
Tears of happiness
Expressing my feeling at the moment.

Deep in my heart
There is you
Lightning the dark
As it slowly parish me.

Now
You were always on my mind
I don't care of anything
I just want to imagine you.

At least, I'm trying
You know that
It won't fade away easily
Especially on this crucial time.

If you say no
It's okay
Because I'm dying
Of everything.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Key To Paradise

Different form
Definitely not steel nor aluminium
But still, it straight
A brand new key.

You are my key to paradise
I am glad that I had know you
My key to eternal life
Happiness at the end.

It is a pleasure
The moments with you back there
And lately
It seems fade from time to time.

I guess it will be neutral
And become so bitter and stuff
After all, finish line is getting near
And it becoming more pathetic.

My key to paradise
Now gone
From my own fault
Take me to judge.

I hope you, key
Will open a great door
To eternal happiness
Later on that day.



--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Ramona


It's nothing left to hide
You can see it in my eyes
Oh, I tried to be who I thought you wanted

And if it's all a lie
Truth not far behind
We could try to live by for the moment

RAMONA~
RAMONA~
RAMONA~

If only I had known
It's less than what I felt
Why should I have nothing to fear from

RAMONA~
RAMONA~
RAMONA~
RAMONA~


(Ramona-Beck)

Friday, September 16, 2011

Tanah Airku, Malaysia



Tanah airku, Malaysia
Anak ini berasa sungguh bertuah
Kerana lahir di bumi ini
Yang cukup harmoni dan indah.

Tanah airku, Malaysia
Anak ini akan memahat sejarah
Dalam sanubari ini
Demi menjagamu.

Tanah airku, Malaysia
Anak ini mentah
Diombak arus pelbagai arah
Tetapi anak ini masih bertahan dan teguh.

Tanah airku, Malaysia
Anak ini berjanji
Bersumpah
Tidak akan melupakanmu.

Tanah airku, Malaysia
Anak pemimpin bangsa
Telah berusaha
Menaikkanmu di mata dunia.

Tanah airku, Malaysia
Anak ini berharap
Agar bumi ini tidak bergoncang
Kerana lipatan dalaman.

Tanah airku, Malaysia
Selamat Ulang Tahun.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Teman Seperjuangan

Wahai teman seperjuangan,
Bersatulah kita hendaknya
Kita adalah anak bangsa
Yang bakal memimpin anak cucu kelak.

Duhai teman seperjuangan,
Berdamailah kita hendaknya
Demi mencapai kata sepakat
Yang mampu memberi manfaat.

Hai teman seperjuangan,
Beristiqamahlah kita hendaknya
Demi kini dan masa depan
Yang kita sendiri tidak tahu.

Teman seperjuangan,
Peganglah negara
Supaya kita tidak lupa asal-usul
Yang mencorak hidup kita.

Teman-teman seperjuangan,
Rapatkanlah ukhwah
Tingkatkan ummah
Yang semakin tandus ini.

Aduhai teman seperjuangan,
Bertelagah menuju durjana
Durjana menuju jahanam
Yang akhirnya memudaratkan kita sendiri.

Teman,
Fahamilah
Fikirkanlah
Dan manfaatkan
Kata-kata ini.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Moyangku, Tuah


Moyangku, Tuah
Cucu ini ingin meluahkan pelbagai rasa
Cucu ini ingin pekik, tanda kemarahan yang terpendam
Cucu ini rasa terkilan
Cucu ini ingin kembali.

Moyangku, Tuah
Cucu ini bukannya yang benar
Cucu ini hanya Melayu pada nama
Maluku, Tuah
Aku malu kerana aku adalah pewaris bangsa yang terkini.

Moyangku, Tuah
Cucu ini berasa hiba
Terkilan dan meluat
Melihat cucu-cucumu yang lain
Sanggup memperjudi tanah dan darah
Demi kepentingan diri masing-masing.

Moyangku, Tuah
Kata-katamu masih lagi segar di benak ini
"Takkan Melayu Hilang Di Dunia"
Namun, anak-cucumu ini adakalanya lupa
Lalai dan leka
Dibuai hiburan dan kebendaan.

Moyangku, Tuah
Darah yang mengalir dalam tubuhku ini
Adalah darah yang tumpah di atas bumi ini
Semangat dan kesungguhan atas nama bangsa
Tidak sama sekali akan luput dalam genggaman.

Moyangku, Tuah
Cucu ini sedih
Melihat cucu-cucumu yang lain
Cucu ini cemburu
Melihat cucu-cucumu yang lain
Cucu ini letih
Melihat cucu-cucumu yang lain.

Moyangku, Tuah
Perpaduan dalaman kian membusung
Durinya merata-rata
Dihasuti penjajah luar
Rela mengkhianati bangsa sendiri.

Moyangku, Tuah
Sudah 500 tahun kesultanan jatuh
Akibat perpecahan dan khianat
Cucu ini generasi baru
Telah nampak kembali
Peristiwa itu berulang sudah.



--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Friday, July 1, 2011

Plee

Looks it's never been answered
Still, I'm waiting
The words that will come
From your heart.

Maybe you would think that I'm just fooling around
No, I'm not
I'm truly, madly, deeply do
Want you.

You shared your sadness with me
And with others
I know you are deep in sorrow
Lady, I still stands besides you.

I will stand still forever
Until you say you do
And we run
For our lives.

So many competition out there
Especially on your line
I've told you
I want to be in your heart.

Lady, you're always be in my heart
From this day on
And forever
Always in my heart.


--------ToKaN-AL-MaNSuR--------

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Dari Tatapan Mata

Akhirnya
Air mata ini berderai kembali
Tatkala ku tatap potretmu
Kau masih tebal dalam hatiku.

Senyumanmu indah menawan
Dilengkapi sepasang mata
Yang mampu membunuh
Sekaligus meruntuni jiwaku.

Tidak lena aku
Tidak tidur aku
Tidak sekali aku menoleh
Tidak sekali aku katakan tidak apa sahaja ke atas dirimu.

Aku gembira pabila kau gembira
Seperti yang aku katakan
Kau sentiasa dalam doaku
Setiap hari.

Pandangan dari mataku
Telah jatuh ke hatiku
Dan kekal di situ
Hingga sekarang.

Kasihku ini tetap tersimpan
Menunggu masa dan ruang yang sesuai
Untuk aku serahkan
Kepadamu.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Tangisan Dalam Hujan





(puisi ini ditulis dan diubah semula selepas 2 tahun aku menulisnya).

Aku berdiri di sini seorang diri
Menunggu hujan berhenti
Kini ku terkenang kembali
Memori lama yang tersemat di hati.

Telah banyak yang kita lalui bersama
Walaupun kau bukan temanku
Aku menyintaimu dalam diam
Meskipun kau tak pernah tahu.

Oh, kini ku menangis bersama hujan
Kerana memendam perasaan ini
Mengertilah dikau bahawa aku menyintaimu
Tolonglah aku di sini.

Mengapa kau masih membisu
Baru ku sedari
Cintaku hanyalah pada bayang-bayangmu
Aku jadi hilang arah.

Dengan perasaan lara ini
Aku mahu pergi
Ke mana sahaja
Ku berdoa agar kau berbahagia.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Beda

(puisi ini ditulis dan diubah semula selepas 3 tahun aku menulisnya).

Aku
Insan yang hina
Dicaci, dicerca
Hanya kerana sifat luaran.

Dirimu yang berdarjat
Aku hanya peijat
Yang ingin memanjat
Tetapi tidak dilihat.

Walaupun kau rambut, aku kutu
Walaupun kau pokok, aku kayu
Walaupun kau lantang dan aku bisu
Aku tetap menyintaimu.

Aku tidak dapat melupakanmu
Sejak kali pertamaku kenal dirimu
Masih terkenang hingga sekarang
Walaupun kasihku kau halang.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Lakaran Nukilan

(puisi ini ditulis dan diubah semula selepas 4 tahun aku menulisnya).

Kau
Kau adalah kekuatan dalama
Kau tetap akan dikenang
Biarpun hilang, terpisah
Atau sengaja dilupakan
Kau tidak akan luput dalam hidupku.

Kau
Menyebabkan aku patah hati
Tapi tidak mengapa
Aku tetap sabar
Aku akan menunggu
Walau selama-lamanya.

Aku tetap akan berdoa
Berdoa untukmu
Agar keuntungan berpihak kepadamu
Aku berikan segalanya untukmu
Moga mimpi indah setiap hari.

Kau tersenyum
Menyebabkan aku tenang
Dan menatap lama wajahmu
Ketenangan meliputi wajahmu.

Kau begitu rupawan dan menawan
Bak mentari menyinari lautan bungaan
Aku sungguh mendambamu
Adalah satu rahmat untuk bersamamu.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Pagi

Langit mula membiru
Mentari pagi mula menyinari
Helaan panjang untuk permulaan hari
Awan berarak secara gerak perlahan.

Tika ini
Manusia bangun
Dan memulakan pagi mereka
Berkerja mahupun belajar.

Keheningan pagi ini
Mengingatkan aku kembali
Ketika ayah menunggu kami
Untuk menghantar ke sekolah.

Kini
Ayah tiada lagi di sisi
Tiada lagi bayangan ayah di pagi hari
Tiada lagi.

Aku berdiri
Melihat anak-anak bangsa
Bersama ibu-bapa mereka
Di dalam kenderaan, ke sekolah.

Hargailah apa yang ada disekitar
Pujilah kebesaran Yang Maha Esa
Beristiqamah dalam amalan yang baik
Sebelum ia lenyap dan gelap dari pandangan mata.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Friday, June 10, 2011

Love Until Here

I tried to understand
Seeking for a gap in your heart
When it have to cry, I will cry
But my tears has finished.

I'd give all to you
But you don't have the waiting
Maybe we should continue
Our love was enough
Until here.

I try to convey
To open your soul
When it times to wave, I will wave
But this feeling
Has reached the bottom.

I'd give all to you
But you don't have the waiting
Maybe we should continue
Our love was enough
Until here.

Do You Remember?

Do you remember?
Your birthday is on December
I've waited for a year
To celebrate you, dear
Do you remember?

Do you remember?
We've talk on October
While sitting in front of our computer
Changing words each other
Still remember?

Do you remember?
It's started as a member
Then I started to wish that I would be your lover
And when it comes to November
It's getting bigger.

Do you remember?
My birthday is a day before September
When I got a lot of cucumber
Celebrated with family and member
And wish you were here.

Do you remember?
My love towards you is strong as timber
And pure as the river
This is my promise to you, my dear
I love you forever
Here and hereafter.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Saturday, June 4, 2011

She Take Woods

Today
As the eyes be a witness
For I had been lost
Lost on a long struggle.

From the eyes
Also is the reason
Why I had lost in that journey
That eyes were set to kill.

Now
As I slowly reach
For a help
I caught by your words.

The woods
I know what you're mean
There's another guy
That actually vastly climbing
And reaching the top of your heart.

For the third times
I lost you
I know it's my fault
For not confessed towards you.

I know that I'm such a coward
It's not so me
I will not confess my feelings freely
Especially on you
You're totally different and special.

I know that I'm just an ordinary friend
Nothing and for a medium
In a zero conversation
Look at it, I'm zero on you.

East coast breeze
Please, take me away
I can't barely handle it
I'm too tired standing.

My love waits you
And it isn't going to fade
Unless a true love ties me
On time and others.

The smile on your face
Never going to forget on my life
That smile brings
Summer sunshine in my life back there.

I only have my eyes for you
May time will make us
Meet again
No matter it is now or hereafter.

For you, angel
May you be good and happy
With that woods of yours
I will pray your happiness.


---------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Ulang Tayang III

Pukul 3:46 pagi, Khamis
Aku tertanya-tanya
Mengapa mataku
Tidak mahu terlena
Aku ditemani syahdu
Melayan lara.

Semakin hari, aku makin
Hilang, dilupakan
Rakan-rakan taulan
Aku berdiri seorang diri lagi.

Insanku sayang
Makin malap dan gelap
Cahayanya dalam sanubari ini
Aku tidak tahu mengapa.

Fikiranku melayang
Dibuai memori lali
Yang sering menyelamat dan membunuh
Diriku secara senyap.

Kepulan asap
Merawati dan membunuhku
Secara senyap
Hanya itu pengisianku.

Aku harap cahaya itu
Akan bersinar semula
Semoga aku
Dapat membimbing diriku
Lebih-lebih lagi kamu
Ke jalan yang diredhai-Nya.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Love In Heart

Maybe this is my destiny path
Praising without being loved
It is okay to me
As you happy in your life
Really, really happy.

It's been so long I've hold this feeling
Waiting for your heart
Welcoming myself
It is okay to me
Loving you is good enough to me
Good enough to me.

I want you to know
I am still here
Waiting for you
Whether it will cost until end
And hoping this feelings will last forever.

And allow me
To hug you
For just this time
For says goodbye forever
And let this feelings will be happy
For just a moment.

Sunday

The dawn is breaking
The holy sound come to wake up
All of us to pray towards ALLAH
Come, let's perform dawn prayer.

A light shining through
As a sign of a good day
May it stay good all day long
So we'd be good too.

You're barely waking
Maybe to start a new day
Luckily, we're still got chance to breathe
While others don't.

How's your sleep?
Sweet dreams, glad to hear it
Bad dreams, I will make a good one
Scary dreams, let me kill the devil.

Me, owh
I don't sleep yet
Truly it is
It is wonderful to start a day with performing the dawn prayer.

Come on, get up
Bathe and pray
Then, make hot water
And coffee to waking you more.

Ah, you're look so fine
Perfect for this day
Weekend holiday
Really, really suits with you.

Glaze of sunshine
Make this day more beautiful
And meaningful
To me.

Come,
Let's take a breathe
Oh, what a passion
A great morning breeze.

A great day comes within
I'm smiling
Smiling towards anything
Especially for you.

Come,
Let's spend this day
With a good deeds
For we could get a great payback.

Today
Is
A
Sunday.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Seorang Guru Tua

(aku tahu Hari Guru dah lama lepas, tapi ini sekadar dedikasi ikhlas sahaja).

Guruku yang baik
masih lagi mengajar
sedang aku kini sudah besar
dulu wajahnya muda
kini rambutnya memutih kepala
ada anak-anak muridnya
kini memegang jawatan tinggi
tidak kurang pula
bergelar usahawan berjaya.

Guruku yang baik
masih di situ
masih memandu kereta lama
masih menuju sekolah sama
tiada kelihatan jemu
dari air mukanya
tiada kedengaran bosan
dari suara bibirnya
dia gigih menggenggam
tanggungjawab yang diamanahkan.

Seorang guru tua
dia masih di situ
berdiri sebagai guru
menabur jasa-jasa
dialah pendidik bangsa.


(nukilan asal Gunawan Mahmood, Nyanyian Wau, 1987, DBP).

Monday, May 23, 2011

A Night With You

Sky now turning dark
Stars is shining brightly up above
The moon reflect it's light
On us below, down the earth surface.

Lady, you look so fine
And I would wish you could be mine
Baby, I'm for real
Tonight is the night.

A night with you
Is just like a miracle in my life
We could talk and walk by the bay
With the moon and stars were our light.

A night with you
Is never gonna be fade away
Baby, we can be happy
As long this is our time
Of love...

Smile on me, baby
I want to feel you tonight
And you towards me also
We can be together.

I just want
A night with you
To confess my feelings
Baby, I am always with you.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Permintaanku, Ummi

Ummi,
Anakmu ini sedang meminta
Meminta agar diampunkan dosa-dosaku
Dari aku merah hingga aku pergi nanti
Ampunilah anakmu ini.

Ummi,
Sejuta ucapan terima kasih takkan mampu
Menebus pergorbananmu terhadap anakmu
Belaian serta suapan belas kasihmu
Akan dibawa ke dalam kalbuku.

Ummi,
Dosa anakmu ini tidak tebilang lagi
Sudahlah aku berdosa
Bahkan aku meminta lagi berkat darimu
Oh, sungguh hina anakmu yang hitam ini.

Ummi,
Anakmu ini sekali lagi
Meminta agar diampunkan dan diberkati
Dosa dan hidupnya
Agar dapat membalas bakti kepadamu.


                                                              (do forgive me, mom)

Aku

Aku
Insan biasa
Dianggap biasa
Hidup secara biasa
Sememangnya biasa.

Aku
Adalah seorang kawan
Dan aku sentiasa
Akan dianggap kawan
Tidak lebih daripada itu.

Aku
Sungguh kecewa kerana
Aku sentiasa dianggap begitu
Tidak kira aku luahkan perasaan atau tidak
Aku tetap adalah kawan.

Aku
Sentiasa dianggap menghancurkan setiakawan
Pabila meluahkan perasaan
Adakah itu salahku?
Aku pun tidak mengerti

Aku
Semakin hari, semakin lara
Semakin sakit, semakin parah
Apa yang aku mampu
Adalah melihat kau dari jauh.

Aku
Makin lama, makin bermuka-muka
Itu bukanlah diriku yang sebenar
Unsur negatif mula mengepung diri
Aku mencari alternatif untuk melawannya.

Aku
Masih di sini
Tetap berdiri teguh dan lama
Menanti
Kasihmu yang tidak kunjung tiba.

Aku
Tidak sama sekali berpaling
Kau tetap dihatiku
Akan ku bawa hati ini
Sehingga akhir nanti.

Aku
Tetap di sini
Menunggumu
Untuk kita berjalan bersama
Berdua-duaan di tepi pantai pada waktu matahari terbenam.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Friday, May 6, 2011

Warisan

Baju Melayu,
Warisan nenek moyang kepadaku
Diturunkan generasi demi generasi
Agar tidak lapuk dimamah usia.

Baju Melayu,
Berwarna biru cair telah aku warisi
Daripada atuk
Terima kasih, atuk.

Baju Melayu,
Akan ku pakai pada setiap Jumaat
Menghormati hari dan warisan
Tidak peduli kata-kata nista dibelakang.

Baju Melayu,
Adalah warisan bangsa
Akan ku semat dalam azali ini
Inilah janji-janji yang akan aku pegang.

Baju Melayu,
Warisan bangsa
Janganlah lupakan ia
Bersamalah kita kekalkan warisan ini.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Please, Lady Love.

Please,
I know what's behind you
I know you can't forget him
But, please
Don't cry.

I know, lady
You're a good woman actually
But, the surroundings covers you up
And I know that
Because I see all person with my third eyes.

Lady, please
You don't have to forget the past
If you do it, you will suffer
Like me
You just please it into your flow.

Please, lady
Don't let those memories kills you
I've been killed by them
I know you with just a stare
Just pray to ALLAH, and it will be fine

Lady love,
Do change a bit
I hope on that
We must go on
With what we have left.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Friday, April 22, 2011

Air

Air,
Di mana tempat ikan bermain-main
Untuk memancing seekor ikan, manusia memerlukan kesabaran
Mengapa kesabaran ini tidak ditunjukkan oleh manusia dalam kehidupan manusia?

"AIR ITU RAHMAT"-Jabatan Bekalan Air Pahang.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Bintang

Malam ini,
Banyak bintang di luar sana
Bersinar-sinar
Kilauannya seiras kilauan matamu.

Dan kilauan itu membuatkan hatiku terang
Aku tak pernah menempuhi perasaan itu
Sebelum ini
Dan ia mengentarkan hatiku ini.

Oh, sayang
Ke mana kau sudah pergi?
Aku akan menunggumu
Sehingga habis nafasku.

Oh, sayang
Aku tak pernah rasa seperti ini dahulu
Aku rasakan sebab
Adanya bintang-bintang bersinar di luar sana.

--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

The Feather






Fly, fly high
Fly, fly away
With those blissful-fluffy white wings
Fly, fly fast
My angel.

Angel,
You've just dropped one of your feather
Don't be worry, angel
I'll pick and keep it
As a memory.

May you have a great life up there, angel
Do leave me faster
Because you'll hate me more
And I'll be more hurt
Deeply inside.

Your pure-white feather
Became the new you
In my sorrow life
Making me crazy
And lazy.

Angel,
The feather of you
Is not going to be vanished away
I'll keep it tight
In my heart.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Angel, angel baby
Looking at you now
Making my long love towards you
Going more fade.

Lately, I can't see the real you
The angel that has saved me back there
It's seem so lost
Why? Why must be now, dear angel?

Oh, lovely angel
I miss the old you
And you're missing from me
Pain is still thick and deep.

Angel baby,
I really, really loves you
Pick me as your accompany
So that we could make a good deed in our life.




--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Missing

Am I missing?
Yes, I am
Missing of everything
In this writing is also not enough
To explain or list down that
Missing things.

You know what
I miss you more than you'll ever know
You're driving me crazy
All I know is I'm lost without you
You've made my life complete
And I love you so.

Tears on my pillow
Pain in my heart
Is all from you
I give all, everything and anything for you
And you give me back an agony.

When I see you smile
I know it wasn't for me
That is why I miss you the most
My angel baby
I'm for real.

Only your acceptation and time
Can treat my missing towards you
Baby love
The scar you make in me
Is gonna never be fade.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Recall

AKU SANGAT-SANGAT RINDU KEPADA:-
  1. My family.
  2. Elementary, secondary, technical, Friendster and MySpace friends.
  3. My hopes.
  4. Time riding skateboards around with TBS crew.
  5. Eat GCB(McDonalds special) with Pojie Bukit Katil.
  6. Riding along Malacca lonely street at 1.00 a.m up.
  7. Time I've wasted in mid 2010.
  8. Write a poem with the ocean breeze at night at Masjid Selat, Melaka.
  9. Going to Irelax Cyber Cafe during night. Oh, full of memory when I'm passes by the road that headed to it.
  10. Spectating people around.
  11. ANNE, AN ANGEL IN LATE 2009. Oh, you're so full of bliss.
  12.  Sitting at my bench in front of my house, smoking, write a poetry while eyes on the horizon.
  13. Calming talks from my mom.
  14. My father's mocking.
  15.  Listening to 'Tears In Heaven' by Eric Clapton, at night.
  16. My BIDIN's friend, down at technical school period. Full of laugh and gangsterism.
  17. My working time back at Guardian Pharmacy(Jan 2010-May2010, Oct 2010-Dec 2010).
  18. Chilling at Emota(Ikhmal Mohd. Taha, co-worker) crib. Man, totally bachelor.
  19. Looking at my hope pictures. 
  20. My best friend until end, Muhammad Fauzi bin Sazali. 
  21. Walking a long way back home.
  22. Gone to mosque, recite Yassin.
  23. Karaoke with BIDIN's
  24. Feeling natural beauty.
  25. Gone to some reunion.

*walaupun banyak benda yang aku rindu, namun ada satu hakikat sahaja iaitu='TIADA SESIAPA AKAN MERINDUI AKU'.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

You're My Special Angel

You're my special angel,
Sent from up above
The Lord smile down on me
And send down an angel to mine.

You're my special angel,
Right from paradise
I know that you're an angel
The heaven is in your eyes.

The smiles from your lips,
Brings the summer sunshine
The tears from your eyes,
Brings the rain
I feel your touch,
Your warm embrace
And I'm in heaven again.

You're my special angel,
Through eternity
I have my special angel
Here to watch over me.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Once Upon A Time

Once upon a time,
I'm felt in love
I called it love by myself
One-side love
And waiting answer from the other one side.

Once upon a time,
I am a man, black, tall
Not white at all
Black with repeated, black
With pure white heart.

Once upon a time,
There is a girl
Now a woman
With just one fine stare, I'm crushed
Crushed truly, madly, deeply inside.

Once upon a time,
That woman is fine
Really, really fine
Almost perfect in my eyes
And she is killing me.

Once upon a time,
We talked, chatted, texted each other
Oh, it was too sweet back then
If I can turned back
Definitely, I will capture that moment.

Once upon a time,
My one-side love hoping
Hoping sky high
For the other one side accepting
The love sign from me.

Once upon a time,
My sign of love
Is just simply being ignored
Oh, my heart was broken
Into little pieces.

Once upon a time,
With those little pieces of this broken heart
Still, I loved her
And always plus forever forgive her
And I hold this word until now.

Once upon a time,
I cried because of her
Almost lose path in life
Like I said before; "She is killing me"
Truly, I've been killed.

Once upon a time,
I'm felt in love
Now, I'm falling apart
And continue
What's left on me.



--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Sunday, March 27, 2011

HOPE


Dear my lovely mother earth,
I know I'm the foolish,
And the bad child for century,
Please, forgive me mother earth,
For killing your gold fish,
With our steel factory.

Dear my lovely mother earth,
Forgive me for lying,
Lying that I will change,
Changing for my new birth,
Still, I'm doing the same thing,
Throwing waste within range.



--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Alone

Alone I sit,
Alone I think,
Alone I experience,
Alone I cry,
Alone I reach for the knife,
Alone I cut,
Alone I watch the blood,
Alone I feel the pain.

Alone I sit,
Alone I think about cutting deeper,
Alone I experience my sadness,
Alone I cry my eyes out,
Alone I reach for the knife,
Alone I cut my wrists just a tiny bit deeper,
Alone I feel the pain.

Alone I sit,
Alone I think about slicing pictures,
Alone I experience my emptiness,
Alone I cry for all I’ve lost,
Alone I reach for the knife,
Alone I cut nice drawings for all of those who want to watch,
Alone I feel the pain.

Alone I sit,
Alone I think about finishing it all,
Alone I experience a new kind of numb feeling take over me,
Alone I cry for all that’s been and never will be again,
Alone I reach for the knife,
Alone I cut through the vein,
Alone I no longer feel the pain.

Remember

Do you remember?
The times we had together back then
The times where sharing is the theme of our point
You and I thinking about each other everytime
In time goes by, it's all disappear.

Do you remember?
The words that you told me and told me again
I always hold on that words
By the time when I wanted to convey
You simply pretending not to know what am I trying to say.

Do you remember?
You has said that I'm not the one
But, why is it must be me?
All the other guys on your life can, why not me?
Why it must be on me?

Do you remember?
The words you told to me
The words that had make my life gone nowhere
Makes me stuck in home, finding peace and conclusion
But, still it doesn't work.

And now,
Although we neutral again
But, still.
We muted again, remember?



--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Saturday, March 19, 2011

IT'S CHANGED

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I mean, I can never explain
Why I hear when you don't say a thing?

The smile on your face makes me know that you ease without me
There's a true in your eyes, saying you'll never knew me
The touch of you hand says you'll leave me immediately
You say it best, when you nothing at all.

Friday, February 4, 2011

Mimpi Berulang

Tidakku sangka
Sekali lagi
Kau muncul dalam mimpiku
Mungkin kerana janjiku
Bahawa aku tidak mungkin
Melupakanmu.

Oh, sehingga kini
Mimpi itu bermain di fikiran
Aku berhadapan denganmu
Di mana kau bertudung
Dan berbaju kurung
Warna merah jambu cair.

Sungguh lega diriku ini pada masa itu
Kerana dapat melihat wajahmu
Berbicara, berbual
Tentang itu dan ini
Tanpa mempedulikan orang di sekitar
Tidak sama sekali.

Namun, akhirnya
Aku pergi
Pabila aku bertanya padamu satu soalan
Aku lupa apa yang aku tanyakan
Namun, apa yang aku ingat
Kau menunjuk jari telunjukmu ke kiri
Dan aku terus pergi ke sana
Tanpa menoleh.

Apa sebenarnya maksud situasi itu?
Aku tidak tahu
Sehingga kini aku kusut
Memikirkannya.

Kini, aku berharap
Agar aku dapat bermimpi situasi sama
Di lain hari
Supaya aku mengerti
Apa yang tersirat
Dalam mimpi itu.


--------ToKaN Al-MaNSuR--------

2 Tahun

(maaf kalau gambar ini menyingungkan anda)



Cheers! Pada hari ini, lebih tepat lagi bulan ini, Februari 2011, sudah 2 tahun aku menjadi blogger. Tersenyum juga aku. Apa yang ingin aku sampaikan adalah sudah 2 tahun aku menjadi lebih positif. Menjadi positif dengan membuat sajak, pantun, dedikasi. Tidak kira dalam BM atau BI. Akhir sekali, aku ingin mengucapkan terima kasih kepada rakan-rakan yang sudi menjadi follower dalam blog yang serba buruk ini.
Thanks a lot, mate! Nantikan lebih banyak karya-karya sajak daripada saya, --------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------. Wassalam.

Monday, January 24, 2011

Dear Love


Dear love,
My dear love
The shining star up in the sky
Did not win against your eyes.

Dear love,
Oh, I just too amaze
When I see your face
When you smiling about
And the beautiful look.

Dear love,
You are my special angel
A saviour when I am lose
Give me the spirit to live again.

Dear love,
You speak silently into my inside
I could never explain it
Eventhough you say nothing
I always consider it is the best.

Dear love,
The dark surrounding
And I beneath the fluorent lamp
Makes me wishing that
You and I under a dimmed light candle
Staring each other and deeply fall in love.

Dear love,
That ring on your fingers
Doubt me always and always
Although I know what it is purpose anyway
Sometimes, it’s too complicated to elaborate it.

Dear love,
East coast breeze make me missing you
Cold wind blows so freezing
Makes me wonder how are you doing there
Whether you good or vice versa.

Dear love,
Looking at your picture daily
Driving me more ease and vice versa
On my life here
East coast of Malaysia.

Dear love,
You looks so perfect in my life
There would be not  any mistake from you
People always said nobody is perfect
And I would say you  are  perfect.

Dear love,
It has been about a year and one month
I loving you
I never know that you will love me back or not
But, I always loving you.

Dear love,
No matter how you look
No matter what you are wearing
No matter if you don’t love me
Still, you always and always in my inside.

Dear love,
Let us pray to ALLAH
To save us all in here and hereafter
Keep our faith towards ALLAH thick and strong
Ask for forgiveness
Also forgiving each other.

Dear love,
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You barely waking
And a tangle up in you.

Dear love,
I worry I won’t see your face
Light up again
And out of the doubt that fills my mind
But somehow, you face relaxing me.

Dear love,
I break my own record in this dedication
Three pages about my way about you
And three pages
That bringing hope
A hope of love.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Friday, January 21, 2011

Warkah Timuran

Malam,
Hembusan timur laut sungguh mendayu
Bagai mengangkatku lalu terapung
Hiba rasa hati
Mula menyelubungi diri.

Lampu jalan berwarna oren
Membias cahaya ke sekitarnya
Bangku-bangku kayu di bawah
Di malam hari
Bagaikan terduduknya sebuah misteri
Dari pandangan mata pertama.

Sepanjang aku di sini
Di pantai timur ini
Aku kelihatan agak selari
Dengan niat aku ke sini
Iaitu untuk memulakan kehidupan baru
Dan kekalkan masa lalu.

Aku tidak mungkin
Dan tidak akan
Melupakan segala kenangan
Pahit manis, penat lelah
Keluh kesah dahulu
Tahun 2010 begitu mencabar
Dalam diam, ia mengajar.

Pandangan mataku
Tetap sama
Punyai tiga pandangan
Bagaikan kamera hidup
Yang pasti
Setiap pandangan
Akan mengaburi mata
Dan aku gunakan mata ketiga.

Akhir ini,
Aku ingin menyatakan
Harapanku mungkin terhenti
Pada nombor dua belas
Dan aku pasti
Aku akan gunakan kembali
Kedua-dua belas harapan itu
Yang aku yakin
Aku berdoa untuk mereka.


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Bayangan

Tidakku sangka
Lamunan lama kembali
Mengikuti kehidupan baru aku
Di pantai timur
Yang sekarang ini
Pada musim tengkujuh.

Aku cuba tepis realiti di hadapan mata
Namun, tidak boleh
Bayangan wajahmu berada di hadapanku
Ke mana aku pandang
Ke mana aku jengah
Wajah muliamu terpacul
Membuatkan aku sedikit terpaku.

Oh, sungguh nikmat pandangan itu
Aku berharap kau baik sentiasa
Melakukan mahmudah
Sesama rakan dan lawan
Kerana
Aku percaya padamu.

Hembusan bayu timur ini
Bagaikan meniup kembali
Segala perkara kita lakukan dahulu
Segala pahit dan manis
Segala kesibukan orang untuk mendapat perhatianmu
Aku, tetap biasa berdiri
Melihat.

Oh, Ain
Tidak pernah luput wajahmu di pandangan mataku
Tidak pernah aku lupa segala perbualan kita bersama
Aku harap kau baik sentiasa.

Salam perbaharuan!


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Salam Pantai Timur

Bayu angin yang segar
Pandangan kota yang agak indah
Kesibukkan pagi
Kesunyian malam
Itulah suasana baru.

Angin monsun timur laut
Ligat membawa hujan
Membasahi bumi Tuhan
Rahmat itu Rahmat!
Alhamdulillah.

Titik baru atau perubahan hidupku bermula
Demi mengejar dunia
Dan lebih lagi mengejar akhirat
Aku menetapkan tekad
Bulatkan azam
Dan tajamkan rohani
ALLAH, berkatilah aku.

Sekian sahaja
Nukilan pertamaku
Dari pantai timur
Dan aku ingin bercakap satu sahaja
"Apa khabar, dunia baru?"


--------ToKaN AL-MaNSuR--------